Day Seventeen
Hadn't seen you since I fell off my dinosaurWas full of sadghetti and you owed me zilchbut turned up, dog and smile in-towrosy like I remembered.Skadoodled 'round the park, pretendin'you were walkin' the dognot walkin' me.Had this way of sayin' you were okaywithout me feelin' sore about it.You, proud of your lads.Me, wonderin' how to say sorryfor bumpin' ugly in a drunk front roomfor walkin' away at the school gates.
Every so often, you'd shoot me a nudge;nothin' special, 'cept everythin' I needed.One time, I took too long to work thumbsand in the meanwhile you dropped dead.
Scrollin' up, checkin'
blue ticks rubber stampin'
Thanks for being so nice.Pitiful, really, butat least there was that
At least there was that.
Was thinkin' 'bout your sons,'bout your other half doin' CPR in the kitchen,but really I was thinkin' o' me, thinkin' -No. I was only just startin' to feelI was worth a nudge.Worth a walk in the park.
Was first time hearin' a eulogyI caught every shiny bubble blown,knowin' each to be so godawful true.And everyone packin' out the chapel -did you save all their lives, too?Was standin', wouldn't fit-in,
lookin' in thru the ghastly glass.Just standin' with my grief in the glass.Thinkin' 'bout still standin'.
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